seen4beliving
10:02 AM
it's 5.35pm now, Saturday, 10th Feb 2007
Search Oxford/Collins/Longman... U'll nv find the meaning of this word:
Search Oxford/Collins/Longman... U'll nv find the meaning of this word:
PAISEH
It's something u'll need experience for, to understand it.
Here's mine:
U know how serenading my Lit teacher's, the nicer one, voice can be. Sitting at the left back corner of class, I was awake for the 1st part of the lesson, but then, i slowly slowly succumbed to sleep...
Drifting in, drifting out, drifting in, drifting out of attn/focus/ability to think.
So i decided, at least tried to decided, to hold my book up, so tt if i don't lean it on the table, the temptation of sleeping would be reduced.
Note: the rest of the class is also serenaded by her le, so we're somewhat in dreamland, no?
You know how students try to sleep in class w/o being noticed.
the best thing tt cld happen:
Whilst my book was in my hand, whilst i was drifting in & out of sleep,
My butter fingers let the book go.
It bounced off my table & fell onto the floor.
In a split second, i woke everyone up, i caught my teacher's attn, i got the whole class laughing.
SUPER PAISEH!
aiyah, u'll need to be at the scene to understand lah, that is, in class.
nicole said my ears were red.
And i bet whilst she's reading this now, she must be laughing her guts out at how clumsy Steffi can be.
seen4beliving
1:35 AM
It's 11.22 pm now, Friday nite.
We had ushering duty for J1 Parents-meet-tutor event, but more likely, it was a Parents-know- principal event. Yeah, it was good, but i'm sorry to say tt i was kinda too stoned/tired to enjoy it...
Sorry Geri, Lynne & Chris for pangseh-ing, not gg to macs... but really cldn't tahan anymore...
I dunno leh...
like i'm feeling queasy inside,
half of me says tt this is a 'wants-to-cry' feeling.
The other half says tt this is a 'wants-to-puke' feeling.
That's how i felt like on my way home,
maybe it's the contacts in my eyes for too long le.
maybe it's the too much standing, too little water.
maybe i'm just being too indulgent in myself, posting this on my blog.
But then,
i really need an ans to why i'm feeling this, from any1...
I felt like tt ytd, tt's y i resolved to sleepin at 9.30pm, altho i actually slept at 10pm.
But waking up today, looking into the mirror, i saw eyebags... super sad.
*hangs head low & sighs*
The strangest thing of all is that
I'm a happy girl now!!!!! Tt's what i can truthfully say!
I'M HAPPY IN 06A04!!!!
I'M HAPPY IN 29TH SC!!!!
I'M HAPPY UNDERSTANDING A & C & what ms chua talks abt!!!!
So why am i feeling like tt?
It's a sign, steffi!
It's a sign!
We had ushering duty for J1 Parents-meet-tutor event, but more likely, it was a Parents-know- principal event. Yeah, it was good, but i'm sorry to say tt i was kinda too stoned/tired to enjoy it...
Sorry Geri, Lynne & Chris for pangseh-ing, not gg to macs... but really cldn't tahan anymore...
I dunno leh...
like i'm feeling queasy inside,
half of me says tt this is a 'wants-to-cry' feeling.
The other half says tt this is a 'wants-to-puke' feeling.
That's how i felt like on my way home,
maybe it's the contacts in my eyes for too long le.
maybe it's the too much standing, too little water.
maybe i'm just being too indulgent in myself, posting this on my blog.
But then,
i really need an ans to why i'm feeling this, from any1...
I felt like tt ytd, tt's y i resolved to sleepin at 9.30pm, altho i actually slept at 10pm.
But waking up today, looking into the mirror, i saw eyebags... super sad.
*hangs head low & sighs*
The strangest thing of all is that
I'm a happy girl now!!!!! Tt's what i can truthfully say!
I'M HAPPY IN 06A04!!!!
I'M HAPPY IN 29TH SC!!!!
I'M HAPPY UNDERSTANDING A & C & what ms chua talks abt!!!!
So why am i feeling like tt?
It's a sign, steffi!
It's a sign!
GO & SLEEP!
Ok ok, shall go to bed now...
but wait... let me post the lyrics of this song:
I know You love Me
I know You died for me
I know You care
I know You care
I know You live again
Your life for all my sin
Now I stand here in
In Your grace again
As I look into the sky above
Wonder how my life has changed
Wonder how Your love, it came to me
As I look into the sky above
All my fears, so far away
All I hear is heaven calling me
So I look to You
So I look to You
No one else will do
No one else will do
Yes Lord, i wanna LOOK TO YOU,
altho my eyes can't really open le... :D
Trusting in God thru Love in Faith
Good nite!
seen4beliving
11:23 PM
Trying to live life lively....
what's with sleeping on the same day i wake up & going to school all groggy & not being able to pay attn in class?
But, i thank God for the opportunities this year for morning worship once again! Yup, this is part of why i love SA so much!!! Morning worships! A time to seek God, to draw close to Him & to me, it's indeed a great way to start every school day! :D
Cross-Country 2007- east coast park
This is most prob my last cross country/marathon ever. Unless i decided to be aunty a bit and join the Big Walk (but i don't mean Big Walk is an aunty thing to do) .
And yes, i had fun! Take a stroll in ECP & just talk, catch up with my classmates! What wonderful great pple! :D Real glad i brought my cam today.... These memories are what makes life so much more livier! I'll post them up soon somehow, i hope... :D
Oh ya, diversion here:
speaking of photos,
SYC 2006- what i have left after losing my cam:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2097817326
i guess... the photo blog i have... aiii.. nvm le lah... :D
Ok.. back to topic:
Yup, Cross country was fun! only tt the atm wasn't really there, but it's ok, it's alrite! :D
what's with sleeping on the same day i wake up & going to school all groggy & not being able to pay attn in class?
But, i thank God for the opportunities this year for morning worship once again! Yup, this is part of why i love SA so much!!! Morning worships! A time to seek God, to draw close to Him & to me, it's indeed a great way to start every school day! :D
Cross-Country 2007- east coast park
This is most prob my last cross country/marathon ever. Unless i decided to be aunty a bit and join the Big Walk (but i don't mean Big Walk is an aunty thing to do) .
And yes, i had fun! Take a stroll in ECP & just talk, catch up with my classmates! What wonderful great pple! :D Real glad i brought my cam today.... These memories are what makes life so much more livier! I'll post them up soon somehow, i hope... :D
Oh ya, diversion here:
speaking of photos,
SYC 2006- what i have left after losing my cam:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2097817326
i guess... the photo blog i have... aiii.. nvm le lah... :D
Ok.. back to topic:
Yup, Cross country was fun! only tt the atm wasn't really there, but it's ok, it's alrite! :D
06A04 DIDN'T COME IN LAST!!!!!
Mr Soh, are u proud of us? *raises eyebrows*
And Ham, i really did enjoy breakfast/lunch w u today! Had a really wonderful chat! Thank u!!! :D We'll eat BK again soon, ya?
Woots! We the siao ones of a04 decided to cam-whore at this mini amphitheatre near subway! I'll show u the photos next time, esp Charlene's spastic face!
It's times like these that makes me happy that i'm in a04 7 not any other class! It's times like these that makes me grateful that i'm in SA!
And i wanna THANK GOD for ALL THE TIME HE HAS GIVEN ME!!!!! :D :D :D :D
Back to school tmrw, hope i'll sleep b4 12 tonite! :D
seen4beliving
1:26 AM
Will this blog be up & awake again?
I dunno lah...
Half of me want to, half of me dun want the to make the effort.
I guess i'm ironically making my 1st half win.
Ok ok..
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!
Yes, the festive season may be over, but
don't forget the CHRIST in CHRISTmas, k?
also,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D
oh my gosh! How late can i be? hahaha.....
it's presently 12.07am, i'll blog more when i can come home earlier next time, k? Hopefully it'll be soon...
But just a final note:
I'M HAPPY I'M IN 06A04!!! Random as it may be, i'm HAPPY!
I dunno lah...
Half of me want to, half of me dun want the to make the effort.
I guess i'm ironically making my 1st half win.
Ok ok..
MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!
Yes, the festive season may be over, but
don't forget the CHRIST in CHRISTmas, k?
also,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D
oh my gosh! How late can i be? hahaha.....
it's presently 12.07am, i'll blog more when i can come home earlier next time, k? Hopefully it'll be soon...
But just a final note:
I'M HAPPY I'M IN 06A04!!! Random as it may be, i'm HAPPY!
seen4beliving
8:02 AM
U know what?
U know what?
U know what?
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE LOST MY 1 GIG MEMORY CARD WHICH CONTAINS 209++ PHOTOS, A PRICELESS WORTH OF FIVE OUT OF SEVEN DAYS OF MY SYC 2006!!!
Just like that, a forgetful mind & an un-careful girl, visual memories are lost forever and ever and ever!
Gone, all gone
What a klutz i am!
Wait, do not misuse the English language.
What a FOOL i am!
EEeeeeeAAAARRRGgggHHHHHHH!!!!! *tears myself apart METAPHORICALLY*
at least i can take comfort tt i still have my 512mb card
I hope that Nilo can find his camera again.
I MISS SYC 2006!
U know what?
U know what?
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'VE LOST MY 1 GIG MEMORY CARD WHICH CONTAINS 209++ PHOTOS, A PRICELESS WORTH OF FIVE OUT OF SEVEN DAYS OF MY SYC 2006!!!
Just like that, a forgetful mind & an un-careful girl, visual memories are lost forever and ever and ever!
Gone, all gone
What a klutz i am!
Wait, do not misuse the English language.
What a FOOL i am!
EEeeeeeAAAARRRGgggHHHHHHH!!!!! *tears myself apart METAPHORICALLY*
at least i can take comfort tt i still have my 512mb card
I hope that Nilo can find his camera again.
I MISS SYC 2006!
seen4beliving
8:42 PM
(written on 12.21am, sunday, 17/12/2006)
Can i have a part 2 to SUNBRUST YOUTH CAMP 2006 pls? a part 3? a part infinity?
*I'll add the cherry on top*
Cos i don't want the memories to fade, the friendships to disappear and the experience forgotten.
It's only been 4 hrs since i last saw Faisal, the last SYC participant i was with...
And I'M MISSING EVERYONE LIKE CRAZY!!!!
I really don't know how to explain the experience, u've to feel it...
And till i find my way,
i'm gonna cry myself to bed.
SUNBURST YOUTH CAMP 2006- I'M LOVIN' IT!
Can i have a part 2 to SUNBRUST YOUTH CAMP 2006 pls? a part 3? a part infinity?
*I'll add the cherry on top*
Cos i don't want the memories to fade, the friendships to disappear and the experience forgotten.
It's only been 4 hrs since i last saw Faisal, the last SYC participant i was with...
And I'M MISSING EVERYONE LIKE CRAZY!!!!
I really don't know how to explain the experience, u've to feel it...
And till i find my way,
i'm gonna cry myself to bed.
SUNBURST YOUTH CAMP 2006- I'M LOVIN' IT!
seen4beliving
8:21 AM